My eyes are not dry. I am always with a tear in my eye these days. It does not always make sense, but it must be that this old heart is being softened by the letting go of matters that are of no concern to me.
It is true. There really is no new lesson I could give to you. It is hard to believe that I look up and I know that my belief is stronger than ever. Friends may come and go, but one thing is for sure that when I look up, I have the help I need.
I have been so alone, but this heart made of rock is melting. I am giving it all up for the One that really matters. I love receiving grace exactly where I am at.
I have been a fool for falling away from You. I don’t even know why You stay with me. Every time I fall from You, your love comes back to me even richer.
Friends can get cold, but You are there for my soul. Burdens are there, but You are carrying them for me. No one understands them like You.
Faith is hard. We are all responsible for not only what we say, but also for what we do not say.
The community around me is so broken. Thank You today for setting me free from the bad and leading me back to live in trust with only You. Amazingly enough the idea that I am who I am and You still walk by my side is extraordinary as the miracle of the opening of a flower.
Thank you for taking the time to read. I felt a need to share of my personal journey and a part of it has been finding God in the midst of my troubles. If you follow my blog and not interested in this part of my journey, I do not want to lose you as a reader, but this is something I am very proud of through my Jewish/Christian heritage. I have not spoken enough of God lately. He needs to be recognized more by all of us.