It doesn’t surprise me that I would think of my wedding day even though I am not in that relationship anymore. It was a two decade relationship and will be a lasting impression on my soul and spirit.
It seems so long ago. Now far past that time, I am living a remarkable life of realism, tolerance, laughter, spontaneity, and love in other beautiful ways. The most amazing experience for me is how I have embraced my personal life. It is only mine and this is what makes it brilliant.
It is through my newest experiences that I am gaining back much of the dignity I lost by choices made by others without my consent or knowledge at times. These were very harsh events that forever impacted my very being.
Beautifully enough, I am and have been given great insights in the last couple of years especially to what was once a stale existence. This life may not always be ours, but in the long run when all the chips seem down, there is always a way to loving your life. It starts with you liking yourself just a little more each day. Meaning- you start doing for yourself when much was taken away. No one said this life would be easy.