Mom and I had a peculiar conversation. After my recent hospitalization , we discussed living, dying, and a few things right in the middle .
It was apparent I must have some kind of strange situation inside my flesh. I have had way too many issues with modern medicine to think any different. More surgery is in my near future.
It leaves me depressed, but not broken. Mom even joked she wanted my ashes on her fireplace so she could talk to me everyday. We laughed.
In all seriousness, the human spirit has been victimized to an extreme by TV and in particular politics with the hurt it brought. I sit back and realize I am not a republican nor a democrat. I am a person. I have needs just like you. We all deserve space to just be.
My health scares seem to grab me by the balls at times. Oh wait I don’t have balls !! Haha.
Yet, I stand up and am not afraid to weather whatever THE PLAN is for my life. Do not be fooled by those that say it is going to be ok . Sometimes it is not. I devised a few phrases in my mind for you to ponder along with me. They are below.
This every girl does not give up easily and will remain as proactive about my health as I am able. A time comes when we all die. When it does, we should be doing something good for mankind. How does that look to you ? To me, it means a few things:
- Live the little things.
- Keep the happy and keep it now.
- Look for purpose
- Touch and feel….